What a weird weekend this was. I was hanging out with my friend Zack aftert school on Friday, he made me some awesome Risotto which I had never tried before, and I complimented it with some great marinated flank steak, if I DO say so myself.
I had been invited to go and see my friend Katie, which I hadnt seen in a while, and I almost didnt go, but I am sure glad I did now.
See, while we were there, and while I was being ignored, I had met this young, semi cute (just kidding) vet whom shall remain nameless for the time being, and he and I talked all night long. I didnt think much of it at all and I even tried to flirt with him, but in that non chelant (sp) way that I ever so subtley do... and well, lets say that at the 10th hour, we finally decided to go outside, and "chat" where no one with their stupid Karaoke voice would annoy us anymore, and we had fun, to say the least... We got made fun of by my dear friend Katie, but who cares.. right???
ANYWAYS... next day approaches.. I decide to say a good morning to the dear lad, and I ask him how he was feeling the next morning. We made plans to go and watch a movie, and that was pretty cool.. very sweet. He met me in Sandy, and we saw Arthur.. funny movie... but it was the little things that he did that totally made me believe that a man can really be sweet, and romantic.. like (and shut it if you think its lame) but he put his arm around me during the movie, which I thought was so sweet, and he got close enough to my hair that he smelled it, and I could tell. As he smelled it, I had this vision of how sweet old fashion type romances must have been... he then got close again just because, and he kissed my head... it was so sweet... I just wanted to stay in that seat, and never leave his side..
I will leave that story at just that.... there are some things that I think my "followers" need to know, and there are other details that I think are just not relevent to the purpose, which is, I was treated this weekend, the way I ALWAYS wanted to be treated... and to think, it might have not happend if I wouldnt have gone to see my friend Katie.
School has been ok.. midterms is over, THANK GOD!!! Homework blows, but what is new, and I am missing sleep like crazy.. The kids are good, like they always are, and I am stoked about softball season. I think me, my friend Amanda, Nancy, and Mikell will be on a team together, its gonna be awesome!!!
You know, (getting back to the emotional part to this blog) I would have never thought that I would have been treated the way I was this weekend, I just didnt think I could , let alone by a younger guy. Its weird I know, and Im dealing with it, but if this guy leaves, I tell you what.. I know what I want and how I want to be courted, treated by a man, thats for sure, and its sad that it took a younger guy to show me that. I guess there isnt a lot to be said about age.. it is just a number.
I think tonight, a good soak is called for, and going to bed around 11 is even MORE called for.
I guess in closing, I wanna say follow your dreams, and stay on the path that you set for yourself to follow, (hopefully its GODS path), and if there is a bump in the road, embrace it.. it could lead you down a path of love, prosperity, even wealth.. who knows, Just remember to keep your eyes on the big man upstairs... HE is the one who is ultimately in control right???
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