Someone please help me...

I feel very fortunate in my life to have such great women supporting me in my efforts to succeed in school, I have Ruthie, who without your help, who knows where Joshie would be, and the same goes for you Tami, your a God sent. Then I have the support of my lovely sister in law Alisha, and my aunt Charity, they are family members that I truely love dearly, and I couldnt do it without your support and lovely talks in the morning and at night. Then we have my mom....
I swear, I have NEVER EVER tried so hard to please another human being in my life!
I lost a marriage to trying to please her, I have gone practically insane because of her, and now, I have walked the fine line of, "I am going to down all the pills into this house, cause I cant stand her "!!!
I dont know if you all know this but I dont REALLY have much of a social life, whether its the lack of funds, or the lack of time, I DONT go out all that much. And if I do, its on someone elses dime.
It all started at 4 today, I was going to stay late at school to get HELP ON MY HOMEWORK, and I send a text to my mom about staying late, and being home around 7, and she says, "Dont be home any later than that", to that I said, FORGET IT, I will just go home, and figure it out myself.
I come home, and I get chewed out for a second time about MY ROOM, MY LITTLE AREA THAT I CALL MY OWN... I seriously cant handle it anymore. I am to the point I am about to explode!
There are house rules about, "Have your room cleaned by Friday, have the bathroom cleaned once a week, clean the dogs dung once a week... so on and so on... YET... I STILL get chewed out if its not done when SHE wants it done.
Lord in heaven above, PLEASE let me live to make it through school, and move the hell out of this house, FAR FAR FAR AWAY!!! Because if you dont, I will hang myself in the closet with my new belt from Torrid. I am SO DONE WITH THIS CRAP!!!

Thanks for listening to me rant,

Elaine