Day 2.. You still following me?

Can you keep up with me? I feel like I am running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I wake up at 6:50 in the morning, get 2 kids and myself ready for school, make sure I look pretty, then I drop off kiddos at school, do some intern stuff, go donate plasma, (yes I do that cause sometimes I dont get child support) and then I head to school and am there from 1 until 5. After that, I will sometimes go and see my favorite city worker... (Joe :) ) or I will study in the library for a little bit, and then I head home, cook dinner for the kids, put them to bed, do more homework, then go to bed around 12. Seriously... this is NOT the life I wanted to have... I wanted something more "story like". I have since given up on that. I truely believe the saying, "You can sleep when your dead".
Today is Joshua's birthday. This day is hard for me, because of all the grief that came along with his birth. I will tell you, I found out my ex husband was cheating on me the day that he was born. I always say my son was born into heartache. Whenever he is sad, or whenever he is crying, I my heart breaks.
I am hoping this blog will help me release this tension that I have in my life.

On another note... let me update you small followers on what is going on in my "dating life"
Joe and I have been hanging out now for a couple of months, 8 now to be exact. Everytime I am around him, I smile, I get so happy, and giddy, I love talking to him, and when he makes me laugh. I have not been around someone like him in a long time. Joe has this way of making me feel special, he is so sweet, so kind. I give him advice on how to handle a matter, or an issue with me, and he actually listens. And he cooks too.. it was so sweet.. a couple weeks ago, he was so gung ho on making dinner for me all by himself, and it was great. He wouldnt let me help one bit. Sometimes I feel that I dont deserve such a great man. Then again, he says were not "together" so maybe hes not "mine" to call my own.  Oh well.. I take it for what it is day by day. Im just happy that it is something that I can be apart of. Thats my point I think.

Tonight I am headed to Sweet Tomatos.. Ruthie, and HOPEFULLY Eryn will be there with me because I need someone to blush when I tell the steriod guy to flex...

xoxo