Day 3... took long enough to get here :)

I am wearing a nice purple shirt that I bought at Old Navy, so I figured, lets stick with purple and write in it today.

What happend this weekend.. we had Joshie's birthday party, and for me, it was perfect. Not too big, and everyone that he wanted to be there was there.

My baby boy is 4. Its bittersweet, and if you want to see why, read my day 2 blog.

I have had a great last couple of days with Joe. Sorry to get off subject, but I just smiled, and I was thinking about him when I did. Spending time with him makes me feel so good. He is so funny, yes... Joe is funny... and kind, and anytime I see him, I tell ya, I just cant be close enough to him.... I wanna hug that big stud muffin... yeah I said stud muffin.. :) I was laying in his big bed next to him while the power was out, and he had all these candles lit, and he was just holding me, super tight, and he was wearing the cologne that I love oh so much, and I realized that there was no other place I would rather be. I havent felt so good in such a long time. And for all you out there saying, OH SHUT IT... TOO MUCH INFO.. I just wanna say, it wasnt anything sexual, it was purely innocent, and sweet.

For the 3 of you that are following my blog, you dont know me well enough to realize that I am an impulsive woman. I got married 4 months after knowing my ex husband. I decided on a whim once to just take a couple days on my spring break and head to Mexico, just cause... So, I mention this because Joe and I move this "relationship" at a snails pace from what I am normally used to, and for once, I am actually ok with it. With Joe, I have experienced the ups and downs of loving him, to hating him, to missing him, and now, at this moment, I am pretty happy with him. I am happy with US. We are both have a lot in common, and I enjoy that. But we also have lots that are NOT in common, that makes me feel good, because I continue to have my own "person" outside of who he and I are. Ya know what I mean.

Anyways, enough about me and Joe... I know it can be boring to hear about, but you know, I like him, and he is apart of my life, so I figure you might wanna hear about us.

Japan was severely hit with a Tsunami/Earthquake this last Friday. My friend Sara is there with her son, and husband, and its heartbreaking to see her posts everyday on facebook, I mean good to see she is fine, but scary when she mentions things about rations, or water shortage, or nuclear explosions. I want to badly to send her things she needs, and I post it on Facebook, but it doesnt seem like people give a fuck to help out at all!!! It pisses me off! COME ON PEOPLE, HELP ME HELP HER!!!

Thats enough for now, the woman in class that I hate oh so much is giving me the evil eye... Im scared!!!! :)